Karmakat01

The last few weeks I have been going through a depression and higher blood tension due to several reasons. One of them or some…whatever at this point, is because of some phrases that even if I they are close enough I am REALLY FED UP TO HEAR THEM. I am fed up to hear people telling me “it’s impossible due to your health” or taking the excuse of my health of not wanting to do something that is ACTUALLY NOT THAT HARD TO DO AT ALL!. No my health is not an excuse to make some things “impossible”. That freaking word is just some “easy crappy way” to just to wiggle out of any possible real possibility. It’s a freaking way to just not even wanting to try, to say “the story ends up now no need to worry going further than that”, and it’s JUST BULLSHIT! IT’S JUST SOME WAY FOR PEOPLE TO GET THEIR WAY AS ANOTHER WAY TO SAY “BECAUSE…” LIKE YOU TELL TO KIDS WHEN YOU DON’T WANT TO EXPLAIN STUFF! It’s just a freaking excuse and they DON’T GET HOW THEY HURT PEOPLE INSTEAD OF TRYING TO EITHER

The last few weeks I have been feeling sick leading me to mostly stay in bed as I kept feeling as I was about to throw up with some pressure on my brain while hoping it wasn’t another sinus infection or worse while watching old TV shows and others that I had on my external HD. After several tests the doctor had only one solution for me, “I need a vacation.” A very sarcastic laugh came out in reaction to that since I can barely even pay the bills and other repairs lately whatever I try to do since no one wants to hire me in this country. It gave me time to think and consider the situations which switch stress to anger as I realized the real problem. Most people don’t even really know me or take the time to talk to me more than what they see online. I have been called way different stuff in different degrees but I can’t say I ever cared even if I always stayed open to discussion with people that might want to know the real me instead of dumb assumptions. You can’t change the world

HEY everyone. I just wanted to warn everyone that since how Da treats everyone, way worse for writers, that I opened up an account on Buzzly. I am mostly coming here to watch the posts from people that I still enjoy, But if you guys want to read more of my stuff, which I still have to upload on it, it will be on Buzzly Here is my account on it, come to say hi if you want. https://buzzly.art/~Karma